NEW YORK"I’m going to die," Jerri Nielsen, MD,
recalled thinking when she discovered a lump in her right breast while she was
the physician at the Admundsen-Scott South Pole Station. "I’m going to
die here, or I’m going to die after I get off the ice."
That was in March 1999, 2 weeks after the last plane had made a
failed attempt to bring one last batch of supplies to the scientific research
station operated by the National Science Foundation.
Dr. Nielsen described her ensuing ordeal at the 25th Annual
Meeting of the American Society of Breast Disease (ASBD). [She has also written
about her time at the Pole in the book Ice Bound (Talk Miramax Books,
Dr. Nielsen had arrived at the Pole in November 1998 to serve
as the station’s only physician and second in charge for 1 year, well advised
about the months of isolation. Planes cannot land at the site for about 8
months out of the year when temperatures may plummet to -110° F. "There
is no way out. There is no way to get you anything," she said. "So, I
didn’t expect any kind of rescue."
For 3 months she told only one trusted friend at the station
about her lesion. "I started preparing for my own death," she said.
She reorganized the hospital, putting supplies in labeled kits, and photocopied
pages from medical books, highlighting important areas for the people who would
have to take over for her in the event of her incapacity or death. She also
wrote short treatises on some medical situations that might arise.
"Then I kind of secretly started training people to take
over for me, but I told them it was because I needed assistance," she
recounted. "I taught them how to run the x-ray machine, how to run IVs,
A couple of months after discovering the breast mass, Dr.
Nielsen confided her situation via e-mail to a physician who was a good friend.
He put her in touch with Kathy D. Miller, MD, an oncologist at the University
of Indiana, and they began corresponding.
"Three months into this," Dr. Nielsen recalled,
"I got lymph nodes under my arms that were palpable. I started to have
backaches, and my breast was hurting like crazy. By this time, the lump was 5.5
cm. It was really hard and fixed, and I knew I was in trouble. So I went to the
head of the station and told him, not because I wanted rescueI didn’t
think I could bebut because I wanted permission to take people off work so
that I could train them to take over my medical duties."
The Chemotherapy Drop
Instead, the head of the station contacted the National Science
Foundation, and its officials reached the decision to make an unprecedented
attempt to save her life by dropping chemotherapy. With Dr. Miller as Dr.
Nielsen’s lead physician, plans began to take shape.
The first step was a biopsy. "I trained a carpenter and a
welder to help me do the fine-needle biopsy," Dr. Nielsen said. The
available Wright’s stain used on the slides did not work because it was old.
New pathology stains had been part of the cargo on the plane that could not
land in February. After chemotherapy drugs and new stains were dropped in July,
the biopsy was repeated.
To send images back to the United States, Lisa Beal, a computer
technician, built a system that utilized a camcorder, a microscope "that
was 50 years old," Dr. Nielsen said, and a computer. "She managed to
get pictures good enough to send my magnified slides back to pathologists in
the United States," she said, "and they were able to say that I
definitely had breast cancer."
Dr. Miller’s plan of action began with leuprolide (Lupron) to
stop ovarian function, and then tamoxifen (Nolvadex). "At least that would
hold me for awhile until we knew whether or not to start chemo," Dr.
Nielsen noted. She said that Dr. Miller chose the chemotherapy based on what
she thought would be easiest for Dr. Nielsen to self-administer and would have
the fewest side effects that she would not be able to treat.
The Most Hostile Place on Earth
Antarctica, Dr. Nielsen said, "is the highest, driest,
coldest, most hostile, most remote place on earth. We were living at 9,600
feet, so we had altitude problems." As a result, hypoxia is the norm.
"We were all hypothermic all the time, 95° to 96° F," she said.
"Calcium metabolism is affected. Thyroid function is affected."
All the time zones converge at the Pole, and with the sensory
deprivation caused by the darkness of winter, "you have no concept of the
future or the past," Dr. Nielsen said. Wintering over for a year results
in a loss of about 30% of one’s memory, she noted.
Her first meeting with the physician she was relieving revealed
the impact of sensory deprivation. He walked in and said, "Strong, real
strong. Strong work, yeah," and left. But within 5 days he had taught her
the rudiments of polar medicinealthough not how to self-administer
Dr. Nielsen’s regimen began with paclitaxel (Taxol). "I
taught a heavy equipment mechanic and a machine operator to give me the drug,
while the welder started my IVs," she recounted. "It worked really
The weekly sessions included the link-up with Dr. Miller and
her oncology nurse, LaTrice Haney. "I called it the Marx Brothers do
chemotherapy at home," Dr. Nielsen joked. "It was not easy because
the satellites would go out, and I had a lot of infiltration of drug into my
arm and such, as you can imagine. But it worked, and the tumor became
By September, however, the tumor began to grow again. Dr.
Miller had sent two different regimens, and the team now switched to a
combination of methotrexate, fluorouracil, and oral cyclophosphamide (CMF).
"But at altitude, on the ice, and we don’t have any idea
why, I became extremely ill with the chemotherapy," Dr. Nielsen said.
"I continued to do my job, but it started to look like I had brain mets
and lung mets. I became so dizzy that while walking, I would just suddenly spin
and grab walls."
Not wanting to alarm anyone, she did not tell her co-workers
about her new problems. "But they all found out because I had one of my
dizzy spells when I was cooking, and I fell into a lit stove and got burned, so
it became obvious," she said. "Also I became extremely short of
breath and required oxygen a lot of the time. I was having a great deal of back
pain, and I was dropping things with my right arm. At this point, my veins all
collapsed. I developed phlebitis, and we couldn’t find any more veins."
At the insistence of Dr. Miller, the National Science
Foundation then decided to bring in another physician for the station and fly
Dr. Nielsen out. "They came in to rescue me at the soonest possible
moment, October 16," she said. "It was the earliest anyone had ever
gone in to bring someone outever."
Once back in the States, Dr. Nielsen entered the University of
Indiana Medical Center for a lumpectomy, but she developed a staphylococcal
infection in the wound that required her rehospitalization for 7 days. Because
of the damage caused by infection, she later had a mastectomy as well as
further chemotherapy and radiation therapy.
Today Dr. Nielsen, looking fit, interrupts her recollections
with volleys of hearty laughter.
"Many people when they have cancer do change," she
observed. "They change in a way that is very positive, and many say,‘If
I had a choice, I would have gotten cancer.’ For me, would I have gotten
cancer at the South Pole if I had a choice? Yes. Because it is a profound
experience that can change you and send you on a new pathway in life, and we
often need obstructions so that we can make our life richer."